I opened up and let you back in and what do you do.... Take my heart out squish it and leave me with nothing but what could have beens.. Thanks Lover i still like &care about you

I want!

Lets talk about what I want

Goals:

• I want to be a Famous Actress/Model
• I want to be an activist for the youth to discover the talents and aspirations for the younger generations
• I want to be apart of a larger community to make a difference in the world
• I want to be more then just a statistic
• I want to help more people work past being just another STATISTIC

First plan of action is to write it down and plan for success.  Known fact.  Things that are written down are more then likely to be done verse ideas that float in our minds.  In the words of Jasmin Victoria DISCOVER YOUR PASSION!

Life:

• In life I want to have all my goals reached
• In life I want to find love again
• In life I want to be the one to discover and not wait to be discovered
• In life I want to prove to other young ladies that LOVING YOURSELF SHOULD ALWAYS BE A FIRST PRIORITY
• In life i want to change the worlds view of GHETTO

I want to do a lot in life but it will take time and I have the motivation.  In time things will change with me and everything will be OK .... JUST gotta BELIEVE

Until next time
Natural Beauty

This is my burn letter... Walk with me

Dear Mr. Dream Man


I like you, from your country ways to your dreads to your thug like actions.  When i think of you i think of Rihana's song, "Theres a thug in my life" kinda cheesy i know but o well... Yeah we hit bumpy roads but i'm glad it was with you... were sorta like unlatching magnets that keep ending up back together.  HOW!?!?! I don't know but I really like the mystery of it all!


I had my moments with you where i felt like the stuff that you have going on in your life is gonna keep you away but you seem to make me feel better with just your words... I mean i noticed a lot of things about you that kinda made me feel odd but i never bothered to mention it to you because I didn't want to start any drama but Since i'm writing you this letter i hope things change.  Well let me correct that ... I hope things could have changed if we were gonna remain talking


see i wrote you this letter because i noticed that you got a little mad at me ... for not hitting you up... ok I admit it i messed up... but for you to tell me to "do me" over something soo small really made me think if we really HAD something... because if we did why would you be so quick to give it up... 


I haven't told you this but since we started talking I haven't know what "me" was because the word "we" sounds so much better.  Not to sound conceited or anything but so many guys have been hitting me up trying to get to know me but with you in mind and all the respect I have for you i couldn't do it.  I mean today changed all of that.  It changed because after my mistake you ignored me for two days straight... it may not seem like much to you... but in two day we could have grown so much closer... 


I don't play the blame game thats corny, i noticed my flaws but i need you to know for your future relationships you cant dwell on the past.... granted you've been hurt... but there WILL BE someone wants to patch up the wound and make it better... you have a history... no one can change it but you can create a better history with you...  Open up a little it cant hurt you but instead help you get some of that weight off your chest... But i'm noones judge i'm just speaking from what i see.... ignore it if you want....Of course you'll never read this but its ok i feel a lot better now that its off my chest


It hurt my feelings to let it end like this but I wish you nothing but happiness and prosperity.  You'll always be in my prayers.  and ill always be here if for any reason you ever want to talk... but i do give up on trying to be your girl friend and make you happy... and the funny things is i'm no quitter... I've sat around and patiently waiting for you to look at me as more then just A girl but as YOUR girl and you seem to look right past me or better yet, at your past.... Hope that does you well


Not gonna lie after this letter Ill probably stick around just a little while longer just to make sure YOU are ok about sleeping alone... but then again you probably wont be alone... oh well


So long sir... It was great while it lasted and will always be in my heart...


Maybe ill see you next life time 
Sincerely yours
Natural Beauty

change

Only thing constant is change.

so today I got a reality check

I need to CHANGE my ways

and realize that because the world is CHANGing

I need to CHANGE and make everyone else happy

do i completely agree

NO!

but according to a certain someone

ALL of my friends have CHANGED so its time i do

because me being me is Making me SELFISH

so i will stop being selfish and please everyone else

=( being exposed makes u think... damn

Natural Beauty

WHO IS INDIGO NASHEA

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Who? what? where the HELL is Indigo Nashea??

I said:
I am A girl oh yeah who has grown into this beautiful woman
pshh NO I'm not conceited because I called myself Beautiful I'm Intelligent because I noticed it myself without having to be told;
oh you don't like my confidence thats FINE.. haha AYE OK with me.
I've recognized that NO man will ever complete me because I came in this world alone so why not do the damn thing alone.
Comfortable in my skin indeed I am
& forced to be my Own motivation

Who is Indigo Nashea you ask?
I call myself a Natural Beauty... why? oh yeah I did cut my perm off last November
November 23rd to be exact and now that I think of it... it was the best day of my life.
I was insecure at first ... yeah but I'm over it the confidence is back
Make up is for fun but def. not needed. Yeah my eyes are light but that doesn't make me pretty
I'm light skin yeah thats ok... but that doesn't make me pretty
My hair is Curly, yeah thats cool
My face is full and a little on the chubby side.. Thats alright. I like it
My lips are definitely fuller then many.. I'm grateful
I have a personality thats pretty AWESOME and down to earth... don't believe me THATS ok.. i expect that.
Acknowledge the haters? not at all.  I embrace them and consider them friends
Hate on people? not at all I actually compliment people.
Strong believer that Jealousy is a serious condition and wouldn't want to be the one to swallow that pill


Who is Indigo Nashea You ask?
Well I'm one of kind
sorta Unique
don't like drama but handles it when needed
honors friendship but quick to let go
don't believe in love
Loves to laugh
Crushes hard but likes a lot harder
don't believe in lust because I'm a big believer in relationships
Notices my flaws before anyone points them out
embraces my self
plans to travel the world
I have big dreams that are going to be put into action sooner then later
A name you want to remember......
a book that has only 20 chapters so far & so many more to go
and much much more

They say:
Indigo Nashea is a respectful of herself as well as others
would give the world if she could to anyone
is a Virgo
Remembers a lot of stuff
cherishes every moment like its her last because shes aware tomorrow is never promised
lives in the moment but thinks about the future
regrets nothing but the lack of sleep
Gorgeous girl even on her bummy days
loves to love... although she'll never admit it
afraid but never shows it
Smiles with that beautiful smile ALL the time
GOOFYY!
Envied by many but that doesn't fuel her
Aims for success
A true Leader
Team player
Hard worker
and thats only to name a few qualities...


Until next time......
Natural Beauty

missing you!

Every time I miss or think of you... i force myself to remember, if you were interested you would have called =( lonely heart! 

Natural Beauty

A date to Remember

12/10/2010

Natural Beauty