change

Only thing constant is change.

so today I got a reality check

I need to CHANGE my ways

and realize that because the world is CHANGing

I need to CHANGE and make everyone else happy

do i completely agree

NO!

but according to a certain someone

ALL of my friends have CHANGED so its time i do

because me being me is Making me SELFISH

so i will stop being selfish and please everyone else

=( being exposed makes u think... damn

Natural Beauty

WHO IS INDIGO NASHEA

picture edited by Complex <3

Who? what? where the HELL is Indigo Nashea??

I said:
I am A girl oh yeah who has grown into this beautiful woman
pshh NO I'm not conceited because I called myself Beautiful I'm Intelligent because I noticed it myself without having to be told;
oh you don't like my confidence thats FINE.. haha AYE OK with me.
I've recognized that NO man will ever complete me because I came in this world alone so why not do the damn thing alone.
Comfortable in my skin indeed I am
& forced to be my Own motivation

Who is Indigo Nashea you ask?
I call myself a Natural Beauty... why? oh yeah I did cut my perm off last November
November 23rd to be exact and now that I think of it... it was the best day of my life.
I was insecure at first ... yeah but I'm over it the confidence is back
Make up is for fun but def. not needed. Yeah my eyes are light but that doesn't make me pretty
I'm light skin yeah thats ok... but that doesn't make me pretty
My hair is Curly, yeah thats cool
My face is full and a little on the chubby side.. Thats alright. I like it
My lips are definitely fuller then many.. I'm grateful
I have a personality thats pretty AWESOME and down to earth... don't believe me THATS ok.. i expect that.
Acknowledge the haters? not at all.  I embrace them and consider them friends
Hate on people? not at all I actually compliment people.
Strong believer that Jealousy is a serious condition and wouldn't want to be the one to swallow that pill


Who is Indigo Nashea You ask?
Well I'm one of kind
sorta Unique
don't like drama but handles it when needed
honors friendship but quick to let go
don't believe in love
Loves to laugh
Crushes hard but likes a lot harder
don't believe in lust because I'm a big believer in relationships
Notices my flaws before anyone points them out
embraces my self
plans to travel the world
I have big dreams that are going to be put into action sooner then later
A name you want to remember......
a book that has only 20 chapters so far & so many more to go
and much much more

They say:
Indigo Nashea is a respectful of herself as well as others
would give the world if she could to anyone
is a Virgo
Remembers a lot of stuff
cherishes every moment like its her last because shes aware tomorrow is never promised
lives in the moment but thinks about the future
regrets nothing but the lack of sleep
Gorgeous girl even on her bummy days
loves to love... although she'll never admit it
afraid but never shows it
Smiles with that beautiful smile ALL the time
GOOFYY!
Envied by many but that doesn't fuel her
Aims for success
A true Leader
Team player
Hard worker
and thats only to name a few qualities...


Until next time......
Natural Beauty

missing you!

Every time I miss or think of you... i force myself to remember, if you were interested you would have called =( lonely heart! 

Natural Beauty

A date to Remember

12/10/2010

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Cant let him go- fiction story... or is it?

Oh yeah... today was a good day! all i wanted was to be his friend again and it happened..
so lemme explain it all started at this party at school, yeah not a great place to meet the man of your dreams but aye it happens, so anyway we didn't say much but I knew it was meant to be... he was a jock and i was a dancer... that works ... I'm pretty and hes handsome but his stats say so much more... anyway.. we hung out after the party but things didn't go quiet as planned... i was convinced it was over... found out he had a girlfriend... things weren't what they seemed in the beginning... shaking my head... typical guy right.

Anyway, we returned to school after a nice long break and in my mind and heart I KNEW I COULDN'T LET HIM GO!  saw him the first day back at school and all those butterflies flooded my stomach like they did when  I First saw him.  He smiled and i smiled and thats when i notice that i HAD to have him.  He pulled me to the side and we chatted a little and then went on about our day.  A text or two here and there; made each one of us smile a lil; hangin out after school became a routine for the two of us but we were still just friends... as time past we began to become sorta attached... at least thats what i forced myself to believe.  I couldn't be wrong after all i was being fed all the GREAT things i wanted to hear, any girl would love to hear these things.  And of course we would fall for everything after a while.

never did i once question the status of the girl he had when i first met him because after all I COULDN'T let him go anyway! He would always be mine.. until one day.. i got a text from a random number asking about him.... in my mind ... if they really wanted to know... they could have just asked him.... im no messenger and not his of course... but the text didnt ask if he was ok or if where he was .... it said......

To be continued!





Natural Beauty

feeling alone

... Feeling lonely sucks.. and im not talking about dating wise... yeah that sucks sometimes but id rather be ALONE in that sense... Im talking about family wise.

I have a few friends who lost there closet family memebers due to ill ness or due to some unforescene circumstances and i feel their loneliness.... i do consider myself blessed to have both my parents, both sets of grandparents although one side is very complicated and I'm bless with an extra grandmother and step grand father... but some times i do feel really lonely.

I have friendships with both guys and girls that i value very much, they are always there for me, to make me smile, tell me about myself, correct me when im wrong and listen to all of my drama and bull and give their opinions.  These ppl i know i can call anytime of day but sometimes, im not gonna lie ... i do feel really lonely

I have special guys in my life whom i cant keep to stick around, for the moment their great and i never seem to hate anyone. they have their flaws BUT i have EVEN bigger ones and they see right through it.... with their comfort and conversations and daily attention... i do feel really lonely

the feeling of loneliness is so close to home i feel incomplete without it.. id rather be alone because being alone is creating this WOMAN i am and its making me realize... that the feeling of being alone... is ME!

never really walking alone... because i believe GOD has sent one of his precious Angels to walk with me since birth... and hes watching me <3

& then there was
Natural Beauty

The Truth my life with "him"

black is beautiful and when you find that black love, hold on too it make it work because trust a good guy is hard to fine:

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my heart!

My heart screams and YELLS for you but you keep making it hard for me to get near you. But im learning to see this at its advantages. If it werent for you.... I Wouldnt be as strong as i am so THANK you handsome for making me one more strong willed women. & when there can no longer be an us. YOU know why!

=T

Im glad a man would go through so much work by lying to me just to make sure he doesnt lose me ... but im gonna creep too if im not getting the affection the other girl is =I

PDA is a good thing sometimes guys! if shes a lady she'll love it if shes another word i will not speak of she will push you away.  FACT!

Natural Beauty

This is how I want to live life... and I shall

be original
be spotaneous
be loving
be crazy
be proper
be loud
be daring
be classy
be unique
be koo koo
its the best way to love in this crazy world!

Natural Beauty

Random thought

Turn your lights down low, take this moment to stop what your doing,  For so many life's are stole. The Potential of being a star, a doctor, a lawyer is #DEAD... dead before even being furthered. The youth of today isn't making it to see the age of 21.  Under aged drinking and not being able to control yourself, abuse of illegal drugs, damn i understand living for the moment but whats scary is not KNOWING if you'll see another moment.  not being able to witness that beautiful thing... LOVE really exist  or witnessing love and ending that OH SOOO  special gift that we all take for granted .... LIFE!! is it worth it?


SO for the moment I want you to stop and think.. think about those GREAT moments, your favorite song, your favorite joke, love that person next to you before you hate them, because someone wont live, to laugh , and wont be loved.  Educate our Youth because what they don't know is what they fear, and a wise man once told me, fear is due to the lack of KNOWLEDGE!



Until next time....
Natural Beauty

i like this song!

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I've had that puppy love before.. but i've yet seen LOVE before... you know. that four letter word that everyone around me seems to have, that thing that makes your stomach turn with just the sound of there voice, you know LOVE... i seem to always fall for those who never seem to understand me... im an emotional person GOT DAMMIT IM A F***in girl.  But behind this girl is so many dreams, dreams you will never understand because your looking at whats best for YOU.  Oh yes YOU need  someone to have your back.. thats me for sure but for once i want a guy to JUST KNOW what i want.  See i sorta found MY true love... I found it in music.  It says all the things i want to hear and at the right time. but the only problem with my Love is that it cant cuddle with me at night, it cant call me in the middle of the day and say,"indigo baby, I love you" it cant hold my hand and get me through... kiss me on the forhead just to remind me that regardless of how much we fight hes still mine and im his...  like trey said "just say tht you will always be my baby... never wanna think about the next girl cuz girl you made me forget about my ex girl" 
Damn, now that i think about it Im starting to think my expectations are too high, but then i think, why should i have to lower them?i dont want him to be perfect not at all because that perfect man will leave me for that perfect woman....




Maybe im asking for too much.... and the journey will continue <3 



Natural Beauty

(Original) Miseducation of the Black Man--What do Women Want?

Pause: these cartooons that are all over youtube like this:



are getting out of hand.. Whats SAD is this is how the world really is!  at least in my neighborhood it is!
smhh
Natural Beauty

Quote of the day!

"Be miserable. Or motivate yourself.  Whatever has to be done, its always YOUR choice" - Wayne Dyer

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