brat

gosh darnit!   Im a brat! thats right i said it!


i hate complaining but i do feel the need to let this out.


While girls are suppose to be tidy, I CANT STAND a messy girl!
 if we live together, I'm gonna expect for you to keep tidy, and clean up after yourself. 


Not my roommates exactly but extra house mates. yes your company is welcomed BUT HELLL NO your mess isnt


if you see the garbage is full, take the shit out dont keep piling mess on top. thats STUPID and then you wanna complain when the house is a mess!
we dont hire the little Mexicans to clean up after us so that means YES you pretty little girl you need to clean up after your self. like #c'monson


If the dishes are becoming a bit outta hand, you dont even have to hand wash them we have the luxury of having a dish washer drop that load in and put some CASCADE and turn the nozzle


all im saying is: Is it too much to ask for a little cleanliness now and days. I'm not ya momz homes I'm NOT gonna be cleaning after you


My next living situation when im on my own... I WILL live by my self. I cannot do this again! but i shall tolerate for another year.  Oh and when i say by myself i mean my own BACHELORETTE pad! and it will be too my liking. no man needed no roommates. JUST ME ... Indigo Nashea by my self!


ok i think im done for now. 
until next time
Natural Beauty

happyyy :)

summer timee!

 i love this season. nd it seems that OUT  with the cold weather so did my sadness, loneliness and sorrow and in came a smile. a smile that i havent seen since i was last happy.. last year. the l "glow" is back and  im gladd to have it. feeling good about school. feeling even better about life only thing i need to figure out now is what im gonna do with my life. of course i know what i wanna be but i need to make a plan and steps to get closer to achieving those goals.

with a smile i say i am extremely happy and cheerful
new found motivation and drive has fallin upon me and this could only get  better.

thanking the man upstairs for the enlightenment and letting him know i greatly appreciate it.

thank you and untnil next time
its your favorite Beauty

Indigo Nashea =)

My heros

So it wasn't until this weekend that I realized how much of an impact two little girls had on my life.

After the loss of their young beautiful mother (March 21, 2011),and saying their final goodbyes (March 26,2011)  they both stayed the weekend with me and held their composure so well. To be so young (13 and 10) and losing someone so close and so precious to them, these two young ladies have given me a great strength.  I applaud them and also give my heart to them more then before.

Tee Tee and Daejah I love you both so very much and never forget if there is ever anything you need , dont hesitate to ask me.  I am your big sister and will always be here for you.

Sincerely yours
Natural Beauty

Yellow shirt day: Support Endometriosis

Natural Beauty

flaws and all

I am selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control and at times hard to handle but if you can't take me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best !

Natural Beauty

Look into my eyes

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
Do you see a girl of her word?
How about the Honesty in me?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
Someone who wants to give you the world
or is it too good to believe?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
One of Gods greatest creations?
or just another silly B?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
the fear of trying,
and this all being make believe?

Look into my Eyes and baby what do you see?
is it you reflection of perfection
or maybe its just me?

Well I'm looking into your eyes and I can tell you what I see
I see a Man,
who's as strong as can be!

Until Next time.....
Natural Beauty

So I've been thinking.....

This weekend so much has gone on, and now I'm at a stage where I'm really starting to think what I feel is something I'm not quiet ready to handle as far as relationship wise (friendships included).  Ups and Downs followed by great things and bad things.  I know that 2011 is my year and thus far everything is falling into place.  I'm doing a lot of growing up and I honestly enjoy this feeling.  I feel blessed to not have to be one of these young girls out here that were rushed to grow up but my stage came gradually.  Cheers to this year! More learning experiences to come as well as wealth!

until next time .....
Natural Beauty