Look into my eyes

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
Do you see a girl of her word?
How about the Honesty in me?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
Someone who wants to give you the world
or is it too good to believe?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
One of Gods greatest creations?
or just another silly B?

Look into my eyes and baby what do you see?
the fear of trying,
and this all being make believe?

Look into my Eyes and baby what do you see?
is it you reflection of perfection
or maybe its just me?

Well I'm looking into your eyes and I can tell you what I see
I see a Man,
who's as strong as can be!

Until Next time.....
Natural Beauty

So I've been thinking.....

This weekend so much has gone on, and now I'm at a stage where I'm really starting to think what I feel is something I'm not quiet ready to handle as far as relationship wise (friendships included).  Ups and Downs followed by great things and bad things.  I know that 2011 is my year and thus far everything is falling into place.  I'm doing a lot of growing up and I honestly enjoy this feeling.  I feel blessed to not have to be one of these young girls out here that were rushed to grow up but my stage came gradually.  Cheers to this year! More learning experiences to come as well as wealth!

until next time .....
Natural Beauty

I opened up and let you back in and what do you do.... Take my heart out squish it and leave me with nothing but what could have beens.. Thanks Lover i still like &care about you

I want!

Lets talk about what I want

Goals:

• I want to be a Famous Actress/Model
• I want to be an activist for the youth to discover the talents and aspirations for the younger generations
• I want to be apart of a larger community to make a difference in the world
• I want to be more then just a statistic
• I want to help more people work past being just another STATISTIC

First plan of action is to write it down and plan for success.  Known fact.  Things that are written down are more then likely to be done verse ideas that float in our minds.  In the words of Jasmin Victoria DISCOVER YOUR PASSION!

Life:

• In life I want to have all my goals reached
• In life I want to find love again
• In life I want to be the one to discover and not wait to be discovered
• In life I want to prove to other young ladies that LOVING YOURSELF SHOULD ALWAYS BE A FIRST PRIORITY
• In life i want to change the worlds view of GHETTO

I want to do a lot in life but it will take time and I have the motivation.  In time things will change with me and everything will be OK .... JUST gotta BELIEVE

Until next time
Natural Beauty

This is my burn letter... Walk with me

Dear Mr. Dream Man


I like you, from your country ways to your dreads to your thug like actions.  When i think of you i think of Rihana's song, "Theres a thug in my life" kinda cheesy i know but o well... Yeah we hit bumpy roads but i'm glad it was with you... were sorta like unlatching magnets that keep ending up back together.  HOW!?!?! I don't know but I really like the mystery of it all!


I had my moments with you where i felt like the stuff that you have going on in your life is gonna keep you away but you seem to make me feel better with just your words... I mean i noticed a lot of things about you that kinda made me feel odd but i never bothered to mention it to you because I didn't want to start any drama but Since i'm writing you this letter i hope things change.  Well let me correct that ... I hope things could have changed if we were gonna remain talking


see i wrote you this letter because i noticed that you got a little mad at me ... for not hitting you up... ok I admit it i messed up... but for you to tell me to "do me" over something soo small really made me think if we really HAD something... because if we did why would you be so quick to give it up... 


I haven't told you this but since we started talking I haven't know what "me" was because the word "we" sounds so much better.  Not to sound conceited or anything but so many guys have been hitting me up trying to get to know me but with you in mind and all the respect I have for you i couldn't do it.  I mean today changed all of that.  It changed because after my mistake you ignored me for two days straight... it may not seem like much to you... but in two day we could have grown so much closer... 


I don't play the blame game thats corny, i noticed my flaws but i need you to know for your future relationships you cant dwell on the past.... granted you've been hurt... but there WILL BE someone wants to patch up the wound and make it better... you have a history... no one can change it but you can create a better history with you...  Open up a little it cant hurt you but instead help you get some of that weight off your chest... But i'm noones judge i'm just speaking from what i see.... ignore it if you want....Of course you'll never read this but its ok i feel a lot better now that its off my chest


It hurt my feelings to let it end like this but I wish you nothing but happiness and prosperity.  You'll always be in my prayers.  and ill always be here if for any reason you ever want to talk... but i do give up on trying to be your girl friend and make you happy... and the funny things is i'm no quitter... I've sat around and patiently waiting for you to look at me as more then just A girl but as YOUR girl and you seem to look right past me or better yet, at your past.... Hope that does you well


Not gonna lie after this letter Ill probably stick around just a little while longer just to make sure YOU are ok about sleeping alone... but then again you probably wont be alone... oh well


So long sir... It was great while it lasted and will always be in my heart...


Maybe ill see you next life time 
Sincerely yours
Natural Beauty